What is this?

What is this feeling I feel inside
One where I long to be elevated beyond measure
What is this sound I hear within my mind
Long before the call of life

I realized that you was me and I was in you
My very being exist within you and
Without you I am nothing

What is this that pulls me closer to you
A yearning to be complete, to fill the voids
So they exist no more

Some say you don't truly live until
You live thru the eyes of your Spirit
For the body is only a capsule that holds the soul

What is this that I speak of
Life thru the Spirit, yes tis true
The real way of living

Only to see things for how they really are
No more perspectives driven upon me by my mind
No I wish to live FREE in THEE

What is this? Spirit Living only; and mind living conquered
Only to learn that cloud nine is attainable every day
What it is; only my life can display

Me living in the True Me in this world
Finally free, nothing to hold me back
PEACE, LOVE, & TRANQUILITY

Signed: abstract writing...Me

When YOU have become the Prostitute!!! - No disrespect intended!

We never would typically think of ourselves as a Prostitiute now would we? Well in a previous note I depicted the Love of Most High for US. In that note it was stated that Jehovah sees us as the BRIDE and loves us endlessly! Well how are we perceived when we go astray in this world of SIN? Allow me to reveal what the bible says:



Ezekiel 16:8-15

8 “‘Later I passed by, and when I looked at you and saw that you were old enough for love, I spread the corner of my garment over you and covered your naked body. I gave you my solemn oath and entered into a covenant with you, declares the Sovereign LORD, and you became mine. 9 “‘I bathed you with water and washed the blood from you and put ointments on you. 10 I clothed you with an embroidered dress and put sandals of fine leather on you. I dressed you in fine linen and covered you with costly garments. 11 I adorned you with jewelry: I put bracelets on your arms and a necklace around your neck, 12 and I put a ring on your nose, earrings on your ears and a beautiful crown on your head. 13 So you were adorned with gold and silver; your clothes were of fine linen and costly fabric and embroidered cloth. Your food was honey, olive oil and the finest flour. You became very beautiful and rose to be a queen. 14 And your fame spread among the nations on account of your beauty, because the splendor I had given you made your beauty perfect, declares the Sovereign LORD. 15 “‘But you trusted in your beauty and used your fame to become a prostitute. You lavished your favors on anyone who passed by and your beauty became his.



This text describes the unfaithfulness of a nation, Jerusalem, but when we go astray we too are one in the same. We have all been unfaithful to God at some point in time and experienced alienation from our God. Even though we have experienced this we weren't left to endure a life of solitude. We were offered reconciliation. It is still offered to many today!! Another depiction of this love God has for us was demonstrated in laymens terms in the bible when God asked the prophet Hosea to marry Gomer the prostitute.



Hosea 1:2-3

2 When the LORD began to speak through Hosea, the LORD said to him, “Go, marry a promiscuous woman and have children with her, for like an adulterous wife this land is guilty of unfaithfulness to the LORD.” 3 So he married Gomer daughter of Diblaim, and she conceived and bore him a son.



There is much more to learn from this. even though our sins are forgiven and God's heart loves passionately, even when wounded deeply, there are consequences for sin, i.e. prostitution. When you have the time read Ezekiel 16 in its entirety as well as Hosea chapter 1 & 2. Just keep this in mind from the wedding day (your day of accepting CHRIST) forward we will never have to worry about being deserted and desolate for our God will never leave us nor forsake us.



Isaiah 62:4

No longer will they call you Deserted, or name your land Desolate...for the LORD will take delight in you...



May the Lord add a blessing to the reading and hearing of this word.. I pray that this word will encourage you to embrace your creator and the union that has been set before you. It is truly a covenant to behold.



Sistah Kenya

Are you Thirsty? Drink from the LIVING WATER!

Isaiah 44:3-5

4 For I will pour water on the thirsty land, and streams on the dry ground; I will pour out my Spirit on your offspring,

and my blessing on your descendants. 4 They will spring up like grass in a meadow, like poplar trees by flowing streams.

5 Some will say, ‘I belong to the LORD’; others will call themselves by the name of Jacob; still others will write on their hand, ‘The LORD’s, and will take the name Israel.



Just as the children of Israel and people of Judah we often look to the world to quench our thirst. We often times allow ourselves to be consumed with our culture, entertainment, trends, styles, transient relationships, and material prosperity! These things of idolaltary will continue to disappoint us. Our creator has given us word that JAH is the stream of Living Water and there is no need to look any place else. Are you God's chosen or are you still chasing after mirages? Streams that seem to quench your thirst but leave you parched and dry yearning for more.



Isaiah 44:6-8

6 “This is what the LORD says— Israel’s King and Redeemer, the LORD Almighty: I am the first and I am the last;

apart from me there is no God. 7 Who then is like me? Let him proclaim it. Let him declare and lay out before me

what has happened since I established my ancient people, and what is yet to come yes, let them foretell what will come.

8 Do not tremble, do not be afraid. Did I not proclaim this and foretell it long ago? You are my witnesses. Is there any God besides me? No, there is no other Rock; I know not one.”



YHWH "I AM that I AM" is the living rock that gives this LIVING WATER and quenches the thirst of every human if you accept the creator into your life. There is no other like this GOD. Yes there are dieties and mini gods.. Are those the ones whom you serve? The Lord declares "JAH is ALMIGHTY apart from me there is no God"!! too many times we take our eyes off our true source of Life to focus on those things around us. Only to find we are still empty inside after filling ourselves with the nonsense of this world. So then how are we to QUENCH this thirst? This desire that yet still burns to be fulfilled?! Do you even know from where it comes? I believe our creators spirit reaches out to us and the magnetic force or pull if you will, reminds our flesh that we need something, but we being who we are look to fulfill this desire with earthly things.. Earthly happiness is only temporary. So what do you do? Where do you go? Who do you turn to? Well my brotha and sistahs today I tell you look no further. YHWH promises that those that live for JAH shall flourish. They will be poured into with the streams of LIVING WATER.



Don't be like those who have forsaken God and the living waters. Only to create your own way of being and soon find that it is no good to you. It is polluted, damaged, broken, and unfruitful!



Jeremiah 2:13

13 “My people have committed two sins: They have forsaken me, the spring of living water, and have dug their own cisterns, broken cisterns that cannot hold water.



I pray that you learn to live for JAH and form a relationship with Most High rather then only focus on religion or the lack thereof (for some). But truly allow JAH to be your ROCK and pour out the LIVING WATERS you need in life and become a TREE planted by these WATERS that won't be moved!!



Psalms 1:3

3 That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season

and whose leaf does not wither whatever they do prospers.



May the Lord add a blessing to the reading and hearing of this word...

My prayer is that you prosper in the way of Most High.. Shalom



Sistah Kenya

Closer~Erotica

In the night my eyes are drawn to you. The moonlight illuminates your skin and your very essence calls out to me.. I feel you in the distance so I approach you gently. My heart leaps out to yours so I calm it by walking towards you.. Our hands meet and then the game of caressing begins. Your soft yet manish skin has gotten me on a natural high...

Chocolate brown, mocha born; it drives me wild. Just to be in you presence, hmmm my heart sings. As you run your fingers through my hair I relax my head and let my neck go to the rhythm of your flow. I sigh with great relief knowing that I am in good hands. So I move in a little closer and kiss your lips. The electricity of our kiss sparks up the flame in my loins. As your tongue tangoes with mine I grab hold to your chest sampling every hair with my fingertips. Your muscles tense up and then release as your chest is filled with the fire and desire.

I gaze into your eyes once more to capture the moment.. Finally you pick me up and carry me to the loft. As I lay I begin to picture you inside of me. The thought excites me. So I moan with the sexiest groan ever.. Instead of speaking you simply guide your fingers from my lips to my breast. My nipples become erect and the touch of you excites me more.. One kiss from you will make me explode. So as I think it, this is just what you do. Kissing me on every inch of my body not missing a spot, head to toe, starting with my forehead the frontal lobe, love of all being..

Ending with my soft and precious feet, what a treat! Toe by toe you caress me with your firm and exotic tongue. I never knew being intimate with you could be so much fun. So as I aim to show you my pleasure I grab your man handle and shift it in my direction. Caressing this joystick has become much fun.. your heavy panting lets me know you approve. So as I take this ride to the next level, now you lay and I drive. The moon still gleaming bright in the night.

The air has become hot and steamy filled with the aroma of pure ecstasy. Its just you and me here and nothing but our love which guides us to the most ultimate levels. So the journey continues and as the climax is obtained you scream out my name! Yes I love to hear you call out to me, especially when we are one... And now the night has just begun, You and me journey into the avenue of CLOSER.. As our hearts subside from traveling out of time we both are relieved to know this love right here shall never die..

~Sensual Me~

We Must not Forget...Yet Continue to Tell the Story!!

In our lives God has blessed us.. Like the children of Israel; African-Americans today have much to be thankful for! In America We weren't always FREE. Many fought for the abolishment of slavery in the USA. Once it was granted the FIGHT for CIVIL RIGHTS later began. As a PEOPLE we often times forget the STRUGGLE that our forefathers fought for our FREEDOM today!! You were the one's who witnessed it, not your children! Therefore we must do as the GOOD WORD (bible) tells us to and continue the story telling of our history so that our children and their children will KNOW all the GREAT and MIGHTY things that our GOD has delivered us from and through!!



Deuteronomy 11:1-7 (King James Version)

1Therefore thou shalt love the LORD thy God, and keep his charge, and his statutes, and his judgments, and his commandments, alway. 2And know ye this day: for I speak not with your children which have not known, and which have not seen the chastisement of the LORD your God, his greatness, his mighty hand, and his stretched out arm,

3And his miracles, and his acts, which he did in the midst of Egypt unto Pharaoh the king of Egypt, and unto all his land;

4And what he did unto the army of Egypt, unto their horses, and to their chariots; how he made the water of the Red sea to overflow them as they pursued after you, and how the LORD hath destroyed them unto this day; 5And what he did unto you in the wilderness, until ye came into this place; 6And what he did unto Dathan and Abiram, the sons of Eliab, the son of Reuben: how the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed them up, and their households, and their tents, and all the substance that was in their possession, in the midst of all Israel:

7But your eyes have seen all the great acts of the LORD which he did.



We MUST continue to tell the story!! For it will be through our telling that our children, grandchildren, and great grands shall be delievered. This is how they will know the POWER of the Most High God and reverence JEHOVAH for who he is to us in our lives.. It's up to us to keep the legacy of our God in circulation. If you don't who will?



It is time for the People of YHWH to RISE UP!! Let us not forsake the cause of why we are yet still here... My prayer is that we shall learn to tell others all what Jehovah has done for us.. That we be reminded in this day that his POWER remains the same and that we were called to a PROMISE and there is an end that we must keep!



Deuteronomy 11:18-21 (King James Version)

18Therefore shall ye lay up these my words in your heart and in your soul, and bind them for a sign upon your hand, that they may be as frontlets between your eyes.

19And ye shall teach them your children, speaking of them when thou sittest in thine house, and when thou walkest by the way, when thou liest down, and when thou risest up.

20And thou shalt write them upon the door posts of thine house, and upon thy gates:

21That your days may be multiplied, and the days of your children, in the land which the LORD sware unto your fathers to give them, as the days of heaven upon the earth.





May the Lord add a blessing to the reading and hearing of this word... Shalom!

Even with the SIGNS of the TIMES...

In this day and age YHWH is constantly sending us signs to show us the concern YHWH holds for us but often times we ignore these signs. These warnings have typically become natural disasters displaced on us by our failing environment we call Earth! But I ask you who holds this world in the palms of their hands figuratively speaking? Who controls the seas and the winds? Yes YHWH, therefore it is ordered and ordained that these catastrophes would fall upon us and why you ask?



Jeremiah 18:5-10

5 Then the word of the LORD came to me. 6 He said, “Can I not do with you, Israel, as this potter does?” declares the LORD. “Like clay in the hand of the potter, so are you in my hand, Israel. 7 If at any time I announce that a nation or kingdom is to be uprooted, torn down and destroyed, 8 and if that nation I warned repents of its evil, then I will relent and not inflict on it the disaster I had planned. 9 And if at another time I announce that a nation or kingdom is to be built up and planted, 10 and if it does evil in my sight and does not obey me, then I will reconsider the good I had intended to do for it.



YHWH has given us word to ensure us if we turn from our wicked ways the land would be spared, healed and replenished! What is our responsibility in all this? we must seek YHWH for guidance and knowledge. Allowing ourselves to gain wisdom on these matters and pursue them accordingly. We must spread the word of MOST HIGH.. speak the gospel unto those who are lost. No you don't have to beat them to death with the bible or with scriptures but simply do as JESUS did. Meet them where they are.



If they are out in the traps(selling drugs) and you have street knowledge befriend them. If they are in the strip clubs swinging from poles and you know what that kind of life was like, but thanks be unto YHWH you are now free, speak on that with them. Be transparent according to the will of Most High letting YHWH lead you in all that you do. You see you can not go forth in the trenches of darkeness professing the gospel if YHWH has not annointed you and appointed you. When YHWH has you shall be covered in the glory of Most High and no harm shall come unto you for YHWH has made the path for your journey...



Jonah 3:1-5

1 Then the word of the LORD came to Jonah a second time: 2 “Go to the great city of Nineveh and proclaim to it the message I give you.” 3 Jonah obeyed the word of the LORD and went to Nineveh. Now Nineveh was a very large city; it took three days to go through it. 4 Jonah began by going a day’s journey into the city, proclaiming, “Forty more days and Nineveh will be overthrown.” 5 The Ninevites believed God. A fast was proclaimed, and all of them, from the greatest to the least, put on sackcloth.



When we do what YHWH asks of us lives can be changed and blessings shall come forth....



Jonah 3:10

10 When God saw what they did and how they turned from their evil ways, he relented and did not bring on them the destruction he had threatened.



So I ask you now with the floods in Austraila, the Ice Storms in USA, the past Earthquake in Haiti and Chile, etc what is YHWH trying to tell us? How will you know unless you ask? Seek his face and learn of his plans for the bible tell us in



Jeremiah 29:11

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future...



Now is the time for the Children of MOST HIGH to RISE UP and do those things which YHWH is asking of us! Let us not be stubborn like Jonah and end up in the belly of a whale. Speak life to this dying world while we still have time. And if you are not a child of Most High and perhaps you stumbled upon this note...Know that God loves you and wants you to be a part of the KINGDOM. Seek YHWH while you still can. Turn away from your wicked ways of life and run into the arms of our heavenly father. Abba is waiting for you, everything you shall ever need in right there in the bosom of Most High... God loves you and so do I!!



Peace and Blessings



Sistah Kenya

A New day New Year

It's a New dawn, a New Day, A New Year and I'm feeling Fine!!
Giving All Praise and Honor to the Most High God~YHWH!!
I am blessed to add anotha entry to this blog Black Butterfly Emerged!
For those who don't know me I would like to re-introduce myself...

My name is Sistah Kenya a child of Most High
Saved by grace to spread the gospel to a lost & dying world
I rep my Saviour CHRIST daily!! Not only by mouth but also
By the way I LIVE..YHWH has blessed me to be a blessing to others so often times
I will write great spiritual exhortations on this blog

Hopefully this blog will be an inspiration to you as it is
A portion of my soul & testimony poured out in written form
I was made to worship my creator and with the gifts that have
Been instilled in me I will share these Gifts, my Light, & Love

Its' a new Dawn a new Day one neither of us have ever seen
How GREAT & AWESOME is that? Only one is worthy of our PRAISE
My Prayer is that you will allow Most High into your Heart & Life
Allow yourself to live abundantly.. For that has been the PROMISE

Given unto us in John 10:10

10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I have come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Be blessed today.. Know that God is God and YHWH has a plan to prosper you & not harm you.. As promised in Jeremiah 29:11

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

So journey with me into this year standing on the PROMISES

Of our GOD and our Savior! 2011 is the year our blessings
Shall manifest in the natural realm for it is already done in the spiritual realm!!
Stand firm and go forth in the way of the Lord..
I declare and decree this is our YEAR

I have a DREAM and it unfolds this YEAR... All Praise be unto YHWH
Watch when I tell you I shall RISE in the way of Most High this YEAR
As you shall too if you ready..then let's get it!!
The journey continues.....

Peace and Blessings