Monday, November 30, 2009

With All My Strength Even, In My Weakness, I Yet Worship Yahweh!

During this time of year I often reflect of my past. Why? I don't know but I seem to reflect more during this time... Allow me if you will to vent!! I have realized that even through my mental and emotional transitioning times I am weak. Yes although I am told I am STRONG over and over again by family and friends, right now and at times I feel completely weak and yet I press on....

The strength that I have is none other than what is provided unto me by my Creator. Lord knows the trouble I bear during these times and even though things may seem JUST FINE I'm at in war inside; Inside my mind and spirit. I have learned though, time and time again that this is the time to GO HARD!! To worship with wisdom and all I have within me. I have to tap into my inner self and allow the spirit of Most High to guide me as only Yah can.

I know you might say, what is she talking about? It seems as though she is speaking in riddles. Well when you have gone through all what I have and then some, then you too may comprehend. Ya see this life is a journey that I did not plan, yet I must walk in the shoes that fit me. The bible tells me in............

Romans 8:6
The mind of a sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is Life and Peace.

This is the reason I remind myself to refocus when this time of year comes around. I must stay focused with my mind stayed on Most High. Because the mind is so miraculous and yet corrupt in the same it must be told what to do. That can only happen when your spirit leads your mind in the direction your heart desires. I have decided that even through these times I will open my mind, soul, and heart unto my Creator, that I may live with life and peace.

Yes it gets hard sometimes, Really HARD! But I stay holding onto my Faith what I believe while remembering what God has already done for me. When I need to feel the touch of my Creator I go out and let the wind caress my face. I inhale the air that was put here just for me..(and you too). I look into the skies and admire the clouds that grace the atmospere. I listen to nature calling out to it's own.... Then I realize I was created by The Almighty and whatever this transition phase is ...it too will pass.

So I PRAISE, PRAY, WORSHIP, MOAN, CRY, and MEDITATE on the Spirit. I open myself up to all that shall and will come...VICTORY, JOY, PEACE, LOVE, and COMFORT.

I am truly thankful now for through this piece God has ministered to my soul through The Holy Spirit. For this I am truly thankful. Thank you El Elyon, Elohim, Adonai....No Words can express how I truly feel thank you for Loving me. And thank you Blog fam for letting me vent....


If you wish to allow your mind to be guided by the spirit of Most High pray this prayer:

Lord fill my mind with your thoughts, give me insight to your ways, help me to appreciate your wisdom. Let my mind behold your glory. Grant me life and peace through your spirit. Amen


Peace and Blessings, Sistah Kenya... 2009

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Ask For Wisdom, While You Are a Fool!!

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I have often kept my mouth closed and not asked for wisdom from God because I have not felt worthy of asking Him, or because I have been in condemnation and guilt over my recent foolishness.Wisdom is too high for a fool: he openeth not his mouth in the gate. - Proverbs 24:7

This verse says that the very act shows that my heart is foolish. Matthew Henry concise commentary on the Bible says of this verse: “A weak man thinks wisdom is too high for him, therefore he will take no pains for it.”

GOD WANTS YOU TO ASK
Sometimes we don’t know God’s word and promises and that is why we know not what to ask for. In one of my favorite scriptures in the bible, Jesus tells us that we can seek and we shall find and that our Father wants to bless us."Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!" - Luke 11:11-13

IT'S NOT ABOUT YOU OR YOUR FOOLISHNESS
Sometimes I forget and I still think that this thing is about me, and not about God and His character, and so in my foolish state I don’t ask for wisdom, thinking it is unattainable to me. I think 'I am not worthy and have made too many mistakes to ask for wisdom at this point." or "I know better than this, God is going to be mad with me and is tired of me asking for wisdom." But what does the scripture say?If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. – James 1:5

This makes me excited! This scripture annuls the lies of the enemy who says I cannot have wisdom or you cannot have wisdom. God will not only give you wisdom, but will give generously without finding fault in you for your foolishness so far!FAITH AND EXPECTANCYKeep reading because there are conditions! Listen carefully to the next verse in James:But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. – James 1:6

DOUBT.... If you don’t believe, then not only will you become unstable like the wind tossing the sea, your doubt will come to life. If you doubt, then you are right to doubt because you won’t get anything from the Lord. Read it in James 1:7. That man [who doubts when asking for wisdom] should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; - James 1:7

Henry Ford’s famous quote comes to mind “whether you think you can or you think you can’t you are right." As does another proverb: As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.
– Proverbs 23:7

GOD REWARDS YOU FOR SEEKING HIM... Are you thinking of seeking God for wisdom? Then you are already on the path of seeking Him. The very suggestion to your mind to seek wisdom is from the Holy Spirit. And as you seek Him, He is pleased with you!And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him. - Hebrews 6:11

DON'T HAVE ENOUGH FAITH?

GOD HAS THAT COVERED TOO. His word is a lamp to our paths and a light to our footsteps. Know what’s in it so you can draw wisdom from inside as the Holy Spirit quickens you and reminds you all of the Word you have read. Reading the Word will increase your faith too:So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. - Romans 10:17

If you don’t feel you have faith, take a faith the size of a mustard seed and believe on it. To increase faith, pray and fast for a while. Sow into the spirit and you’ll gain harvest from it. Jesus said this [faith] comes only from fasting and prayer." 'If you can'?" said Jesus. "Everything is possible for him who believes."Immediately the boy's father exclaimed, "I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!" Mark 9:23-24

After Jesus had gone indoors, his disciples asked him privately, "Why couldn't we drive it out?"He replied, "This kind can come out only by fasting and prayer. Mark 9:28-29 Take a mustard seed size of faith and believe God for wisdom. He will lead you on your path.
DON’T THINK YOU HAVE STRENGTH?

- ANOTHER THING WISDOM IS GOOD FOR

Many times I thought "I'm a strong person" but if you really saw me in the midst of some adversities and heard me complain and go back to my default thinking, you'd see I was deceived and was not strong after all. Times are hard when the devil is coming after us, our flesh is ruling us and circumstances get in the way of taking on the thoughts of God as our own! Hear what God says through His wise man, King Solomon about wisdom providing strength:If you faint in the day of adversity, thy strength is small. – Proverbs 24:10

I am still learning to walk and live stronger and God has delivered me from so much weakness in my life by giving me wisdom. When adversity comes, give it to God. Seek wisdom and it will strengthen you –A wise man is strong; yea, a man of knowledge increaseth strength. It is yours for the taking. – Proverbs 24: 5

GET THIS! When you go to the gate of wisdom, open your mouth and ask for it. God will help you and won’t find fault with you for asking. Even when circumstances look like they are not changing, go ahead and believe that He is giving you wisdom. God will give wisdom and in wisdom there is strength. So shall the knowledge of wisdom be unto thy soul: when thou has found it, then there shall be a reward, and thy expectation shall not be cut off. - Proverbs 24:14

PRAYER:

Our Father who art in heaven, Holy is your name, we ask for Your wisdom, strength, faith in Jesus name and believe that You will give it to us. Help us in our time of tribulation to cheer up and put on the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness. Help us to ask You for the good gifts You want to give us. Bring us revelation in Your love letter to us, Your Bible and give us the discipline and thirst for righteousness to read it and spend time with You through prayer and fasting.

AMEN

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Openness to TRUE Worship-Are you OPEN?

Often times you may find yourself wondering if your way of worship is the only TRUE and living way to worship the Most High God. I have found for myself by seeking the face of my creator that there are yet many different ways of TRUE worship. It is yet determined by our culture, history, and mindset of openness to the one whom has created us. For the longest I thought that anything other than Christianity was blasphemy unto GOD for that was what I was taught as an American child growing up in the 1980's. Of course I have learned differently now only because I allowed Most High to show me TRUTH! I had an epiphany about my ancestors-the slaves. When they were brought to this land they knew nothing about Christianity but they had a very intimate and strong relationship with the Creator-GOD! So how then, can I only profess the ways of worship of Christianity to be the only TRUE way? I can't!!

Recently I came upon a parable in the bible about Peter in "Peter explains his actions" it reads as such: Acts 11:1-18

1The apostles and the brothers throughout Judea heard that the Gentiles also had received the word of God. 2So when Peter went up to Jerusalem, the circumcised believers criticized him 3and said, "You went into the house of uncircumcised men and ate with them."
4Peter began and explained everything to them precisely as it had happened: 5"I was in the city of Joppa praying, and in a trance I saw a vision. I saw something like a large sheet being let down from heaven by its four corners, and it came down to where I was. 6I looked into it and saw four-footed animals of the earth, wild beasts, reptiles, and birds of the air. 7Then I heard a voice telling me, 'Get up, Peter. Kill and eat.'

8"I replied, 'Surely not, Lord! Nothing impure or unclean has ever entered my mouth.'
9"The voice spoke from heaven a second time, 'Do not call anything impure that God has made clean.' 10This happened three times, and then it was all pulled up to heaven again.
11"Right then three men who had been sent to me from Caesarea stopped at the house where I was staying. 12The Spirit told me to have no hesitation about going with them. These six brothers also went with me, and we entered the man's house. 13He told us how he had seen an angel appear in his house and say, 'Send to Joppa for Simon who is called Peter. 14He will bring you a message through which you and all your household will be saved.'

15"As I began to speak, the Holy Spirit came on them as he had come on us at the beginning. 16Then I remembered what the Lord had said: 'John baptized with water, but you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.' 17So if God gave them the same gift as he gave us, who believed in the Lord Jesus Christ, who was I to think that I could oppose God?"
18When they heard this, they had no further objections and praised God, saying, "So then, God has granted even the Gentiles repentance unto life."

I learned from this passage that even Peter, a follower of Christ looked upon others as unclean and had a closed mind to the worship of others according to their culture. For a Jew to go to the home of a Gentile was considered to be taboo during this time but Peter did so in Acts 10:28 because the Lord told him to do so.

Acts 10:28
28He said to them: "You are well aware that it is against our law for a Jew to associate with a Gentile or visit him. But God has shown me that I should not call any man impure or unclean.

In God revealing this important word unto Peter he realizes that he had false apprehensions about the Gentiles and he had to repent. Often times I have found myself making accusations about a nation of people according to their way of worship. For example The nation of Islam- Muslims, Hebrew Israelites, Persons who practice Hinduism, and Scientology. I know now that I am no one to judge them in their worship nor denounce them from their right relationship with the Most High GOD. Just like Peter I now repent...Father for give me. For in due time someone will look at my God given insight as some sort of empathetic excuse to ordain a ONESS in God amongst all Nations. Be knowingest to them this would be inaccurate but Only God can reveal such things to that being only if they are in a place to receive it.

How opened are you to TRUE worship? What is TRUE worship to you?

These Gentiles worshipped God in spirit and in truth with all their heart. Just as others practice their cultural religions and worship God with all their heart and in truth. Who am I to judge them are call them out of the lifestyle that has been given unto them? Granted I will still follow in the way of My Creator and yet at the same time remaining open to all that Yahweh is willing to show me. You see, I have learned that my God is a God of many names and these names derived from many different languages and cultures yet these people all worship the Most High! Hopefully something I have written has pricked you in such a way that you yourself would be torn and yet have to seek the Face of your creator to gain clarity. All while searching the word (scriptures) for answers and maybe even gaining insight from a spiritual leader such as a Pastor, Rabbi, Elder, or lay person.

Most importantly gaining a relationship with the Most High. By having this encounter with your creator you shall find clarity about the assumptions you have contemplated about the world. God has a plan for this world and we cannot continue to tie Yahweh down to our systems of understanding. It goes so far beyond what even we could imagine. Once you truly encounter your creator in the greatest depths your ways of thinking will be totally transformed. Your worship will be affected, you'll be called to do things you would've never thought to do and you will gain relationships with those you would've never thought to build with. Once you gain spiritual obedience it will stretch you in unpredictable directions.......

Yes this is lengthy and yet full of thought and compassion. I leave with you these inspired word of the scriptures: Romans 12:2
2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

Shalom-Peace and Blessings- As-Salāmu `Alaykum

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Fighting to STAY the Course...Praise confuses the adversary!

Lately my soul cries out for the Lord
I know I am enduring much not because of the times
I live in but because of whose child I am

I have been chosen to lead many while yet following
Following the Spirit of the Most High God
And my spiritual leaders Most High has chosen to guide me

There are times even in my journey when I feel downcast
Witihin my soul; but I know I serve a God that is able
Able to keep me from falling, able to sustain my walk

I put all my hope in Yahweh and yet will I praise my Lord
I remember from the lands of which I was brought and still yet tread
The lands of abuse, promiscuity, spiritual ignorance, and poverty

While I'm going through now I realize how much I've grown
Most High has kept me and given me much knowledge and wisdom
Wisdom to share with my brothers and sisters

Love and compassion for all
Although lately my soul has been disturbed within
I press forward toward the higher mark...that higher calling

For I will yet praise my Savior
I put ALL my hope in the one who is ABLE
Adonai, El Elyon, Elohim, El Shaddai, Jehovah, Yeshua

My Messsiah has come, died, has risen and still yet lives
The Ruach Hako'desh (Holy Spirit) is my comforter
My mind is stayed on thee for only Yah can purify me

I pray for those who are going through just as I am now
Not knowing whether they are coming or going but yet still holding on
I too shall hold on to see what the end gon' be

I will continue to declare the Lord
Praise and worship the Most High
From dawn to sunset I will praise

Even in the night my soul will rejoice in song
Today I go through another battle and tomorrow
I know that the Victory is already WON!

**Inspired by Psalms 42 and 46

Friday, September 18, 2009

When are We going to take a stand AGAINST Bafoonery in the Entertainment Industry?

There is an email circulating around the world with the thoughts and concerns of a 15 year old girl who has taken a stand against BET! I don't know if this is truly a REAL letter but I pray that it is. For it expresses my concern as well. It has also encouraged me to write a letter. What if we all did, those who are concerned, what would happen? Here is the Letter Read it and let me know your thoughts:

Dear Debra Lee,I’m Janita Patrick, a 15-year-old African-American female from Cincinnati .. Recently, I watched the 2009 BET Awards and felt the strongest urge to reach out to the program. My family is of the typical middle-class variety; both parents and four brothers. See, I'm a junior in high school (got skipped), so naturally EVERYBODY in my age group watches BET. I'm used to seeing the sagging pants, tattoos, lack of emphasis on reading and respecting women that makes up your videos. People in my class live this out everyday, while teachers tell us that we're acting just like the people in your shows.In your shows. That struck me as odd, because I would think that with your show being the primary outlet for black entertainers and musicians, and considering the context of blacks in this country, there’s a social responsibility factor to consider. I would never blame BET alone for the way a great deal of my classmates act and talk and dress. Everybody makes their own choices.

However, if anybody is aware the power of television on impressionable minds, it’s the people running the television operations. If you are not aware, then perhaps you shouldn't be running the operations.Guess who watches your network the most? Not those who are intelligent enough to discern foolishness from substance, but those who are barely teenagers, impressionable and believing. It’s awfully cruel to plant seeds of ignorance in fertile minds. You know it’s really bad when the co-founder of BET, Sheila Johnson, said that she “really doesn't watch it” anymore.I am constantly fighting against the images and messages put forth on your program. What made you think that it’s okay to bring my classmates on stage to dance behind Lil Wayne and Drake to a song talking about boffing “every girl in the world”?

Why does reality train wrecks have to thrown in our faces? Are you aware of the achievement gap going in inner-city African-American communities? A report from America ’s Promise Alliance, a non-profit group started by Colin Powell, recently stated that 47 percent of high school students in the nation’s top 50 cities don't graduate. (Fifty-four percent of males of color in Ingham County graduated from high school, compared to 74 percent of white males). This isn’t because of BET per se, but I don’t see any episodes on your show doing anything to counteract this disturbing trend. In fact, your show is a part of this cycle of media depicting us at our worst.My older brother told me something about profit being the number one goal for every business. I’m not sure I understand what that means, but I do know that your shows have to be entertaining enough to generate viewers, which is how you make your money.

But surely our culture is rich enough to entertain without anything extra to “boost” ratings; why the over-the-top foolery? I listen to classmates talk about Baldwin Hills like it’s the Manhattan Project. It doesn’t take much effort to produce a throng of degenerative reality shows, nor does it take much to eliminate socially conscious shows off the air. MTV isn’t much better, but since when does two wrongs ever make a right? It’s one thing for white television shows to depict us in a particular way, but for black television shows to do it is baffling.Why do you hate us?All of the values that my parents seek to instill in me and my brothers seems to be contradicted by a more powerful force from the media, and your show is at the forefront. Your network is the only network that features rap videos and shows exclusively to children of my color. I know that you have no control over the music that the artists put out, but you do have influence as to how you air these videos. I'm sure if a stand was taken to use the talent in your organization to actually crank out thought-provoking entertaining shows and videos, then artists will follow suit. Being that they need you as much as you need them.There was one awkward segment in the BET Awards when Jamie Foxx singled out three black doctors-turned-authors, but the introduction was so powerless that many of the viewers had no idea who they were. Had they been introduced as Sampson Davis, Rameck Hunt and George Jenkins, three brothers who overcame major obstacles to become a success without the use of lyrics that berate women, the sell of substance that destroy communities or through raps about loose gunplay, then maybe my classmates would have come to school talking about more than Beyonce, T-Pain’s BIG ASS CHAIN and Soulja Boy Tell Em’s hopping out the bed.

But they weren’t introduced like that. It seemed like a throwaway obligatory tribute to appease some irritated fans. It missed the mark. Big time. Ask Michelle Obama if she watches BET or encourages Sasha and Malia to do so. Ask President Obama. It’s a reason he is the leader of the free world, and it isn’t because of Buffoonery Exists Today.You’d be surprised how smart young black children can be with the absence of Blacks Embarrassing Themselves. If your goal is to deter engaged, forward-thinking articulate black minds, then consider your goal fulfilled. It’s hard-pressed to think that your shows are working to promote cultural betterment. However, it’s quite easy to conclude that the destruction of black children through the glorification of immoral behavior and rushed production is by design.. Poison is being swallowed by every viewer who adores your network, and the worse thing is, these viewers - my classmates - are not even aware what they’re swallowing.

There is nothing edifying for black women on your show. I don’t judge people who do throng to your programs though; I mean, if a jet crashes in right in front of me, I’ll watch it too. That’s why I don’t flip by your channel…I don’t even want to be sucked in.I have aspirations of acquiring a law degree and possibly entering the public sphere, so I can counteract conditions in my community perpetuated by the images on your channel. So I should thank you, because in a weird sense, your shoddy programming is the wind behind my back. And it is my hope that I can accomplish my dreams despite BET’s pictorial messages, because Lord knows it won’t be because of them.

Sincerely,Janita Patrick

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Once a Victim Now a VICTOR!!

I was once a victim of many unfortunate circumstances
My mind tends to ponder and often wonder
What would my life had been like if I was never molested

Would I be the strong woman that I am now?
Confident in my self because of the many struggles I've endured
If I had never been sexually assaulted would I be able to SAY NO to unwanted demons

If I was never promiscuous and full of drama would I be able to decipher true love now?
Had I not given my life over to my Creator would I still be a hot mess?
I know without a doubt that I have come thus far only because of GRACE

I am loved so much by my Creator that I am already deemed a VICTOR
Not just because of accomplishment and successes but because I am a chosen one
I had to grow through trial and tribulations, I had to suffer through so that I may be able to help

Help others that would endure..Like you and You!
I tell you the truth, being a victim is never any fun but
When you have made up in your mind that enough is enough
You will be healed and released from your pains

It will take time but never be ashamed, for this is nothing you have brought on yourself
It's only a stepping stone to your destiny of Victory!!
I believe in me and I believe in you and together we can build our bridge to VICTORY.
I pray strength and power for you...May you find Peace and Joy beyond your hurt

May you be all that you were born to be... Once a Victim now a VICTOR!!
Forever you'll see!

Peace and Blessings

Copyright © 2009 Sistah Kenya

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Grown in the mind of YAH!!

The thought of me unraveled and my physical being became
The mission I'm to accomplish was wrapped up in my DNA
The roads I would travel and the valleys I would walk through
All pinned out in a map called life!!

Most High's energy filled the universe and all those whom heard the call
Answered within their spirit...Although the advesary has set traps
YAH's energy within my soul has encouraged me to live

I have chosen the source of everlasting life, one that gives true Love, Joy and Peace..
I have all that I will ever need for I have been Grown in the mind of YAH
From the beginning of times as we know it

all lives in the All in All...My most creative energy has come from within this Spirit
My existence only represents a small portion of my creator's mind
I yearn to dwell inside, to convey the message untold
But I am not fully capable of such things at this time..
One day though I will be

The Logos of Yah will be revealed and I shall totally intertwine
And know all the things that I have yearned to know all my life..
I am thankful that I was grown in the mind of YAH!

All Praises be to the Most High God

Shalom

Copyright © 2009 Sistah Kenya

Monday, August 24, 2009

The World Knows Us Not!!..Just Me Venting!!

1 John 3:1
Behold, what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us, that we should be called the sons of God: therefore the world knoweth us not, because it knew him not.

As a child of the Most High God have you ever felt that you were in the world but not of it? This is a common feeling to have. I often wondered why it seemed as though my life was just as normal as anyone else's but in all truth it was nothing like theirs. For now I realize I am a peculiar person.

The word tells us in 1Peter 2:9 But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light...

I am often reminded that I am not like the normal or average person in the secular world. I tend to revert back to my old ways of thinking sometimes once those who are still yet in the world provoke me with talk that offends the character I now possess. For that I have to ask my creator for forgiveness. In this I learn to pray for others, for they know not what they do unto me(hurting my feelings and such). I realize every one who does not share the like of life such as my self will not understand this journey.

For I am called a daughter of the Most High God and those in the world received him not so why should I expect them to receive me? I'm learning though.... Even in the lack of understanding of my peers I must do as the word of God says:

1Thessalonians 5:11
Therefore encourage (admonish, exhort) one another and edify (strengthen and build up) one another, just as you are doing.

Even when I am tempted to tell people or even fellow brethren and sistern kind a piece of my mind I must remember the word of the Most High God.

1 Thessalonians 5:14
And we earnestly beseech you, brethren, admonish (warn and seriously advise) those who are out of line [the loafers, the disorderly, and the unruly]; encourage the timid and fainthearted, help and give your support to the weak souls, [and] be very patient with everybody [always keeping your temper].

For as it is written in Galatians 6:7
Do not be deceived: God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap

So even in those moments when I am tested and judged by the theories of the world I shall remember that to them my Creator's word, my life, walk, culture, and understanding is foolishness for they have not opened themselves up to this spiritual realm of understanding. It is not my place to judge or criticize anyone and so I won't but I will speak on how I feel.

Today I am blessed in the fields, in the city, when I come and when I go. Not because of anything that I have done to deserve this but because my God loves me and he cares for me. I will forever praise and lift up Jehovah, El Elyon, Elohim, Adonai!! For the Lord is worthy! I shall cast my prayers for those who are my enemies and those who pretend to be friends. I pray much for them that their relationship with the most High God will flourish and be seasoned according to God's perfect will.

As I close this blog I will say be mindful of your position in this world! As a child of God you are in it not of it!! And if you should happen to be of it, then you are in a place where I used to be..I pray much for you that you too will join me in the land of eternity! Peace and Blessings

May the Lord add a blessing to the reading and hearing of this blog....

To God be all the Glory!!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I's Married Now!!!


First and foremost given Honor to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I am so blessed to say that I am now married to Mr. AJ Woodson. Lord knows I thought I never would see the day when I would actually be married. Yes I always planned for it, always wanted it, had been engaged two times, but never did really think it would finally come to pass especially not like this.This shows that when you give your life to God and begin to live for him according to his perfect will, then and only then shall you recieve the desires of your heart! 3 years ago I made a promise unto God that I would change my ways and do as much as I could to live a life pleasing unto Jehovah. (Seek ye the kingdom of God first and everything else shall be added unto you!!)Since then I have been growing spiritually and the Lord has shown me favor.
No I'm not perfect! I don't always do things right but I strive to do as best I can. I live daily and allow the ressurection of Christ to live within me everyday. I make a conscious descision to do the will of my creator. Why am I telling you this, you may ask? because I am a living witness to what my God can do. as my life's motto goes "there is no success without struggle!" so along this journey there has been many obstacles but All Praises be unto the Most High God that I am still here.I realize this union is not just for my enjoyment but for employment and my service has just now been elevated. I will do my fathers will until I die. No weapon formed against me shall prosper! I am on the Lord side and Jehovah's got my back! The Lord is my light and salvation, Whom shall I fear? I will stand on the solid rock for life.Thank you Spiritual Minded Fam for all your support love and prayers... Once again To God be all the glory!! The journey has just begun!

August: Women's Month @ Shaw Temple

This month is women's month at Shaw Temple and Great things are happening. I was delighted to start the month off with a retreat in Toccoa, GA at Toccoa Falls with the women of Shaw. We spent two days fellowshipping, praying, meditating, learning and growing together. I was really intrigued by the breakout sessions facilitated by some of our very on ordained evangelists of Shaw Temple. The roster was as follows; Francilla Allen, Merchuria "Chase" Williams, Andrea Jallah, Kristen Berry, and Andrea Jones.
My favorite session was Mind, body, and Spirit facilitated by Rev. Andrea Jones.I was really moved by this session and I felt the power and annointing of God move during this session. God allowed me to see the great work he was doing through my sistah (Rev. Jones). She truly empowered me and gave a great word of encouragement to my spirit.
All my life I had wanted to fellowship with the women of God on a retreat, but I often hesitated because of the stereotypes of hackling women and gossiping going on. I have never been one for the drama!! I am relieved and honored to say though, through this retreat because, I kept my eyes on God all worked together for the good!!
The retreat was followed (a week later) by a Mother daughter bruncheon that me and my daughters attended and really enjoyed! It was another opportunity for fellowship and worship. I praise God for my sisters at Shaw for this is truly what has helped me to grow as a better chrsitian woman. Iron sharpens iron.

This past Saturday was a charitible event...the ladies got together to give products needed to the community-Back to school items, and they also provided things for battered mothers in shelters. I wasn't able to attend because I got married on this day but I look forward to the next couple of events that will be ending this years women's month @ Shaw Temple. Please check out the upcoming events on our website @ www.shawtemple.org The extravaganza will be held on August 30th 2009 at Shaw Temple @ 3pm There will be selections rendered by the women's 100 choir and praises unto God shall go up for another successful year of the women's months events. All praises be unto the Most High God.

A special thank you to all the women on the Women's Month committe that made all events possible! may God forever bless you and smile on you!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Summer Youth Fest


Come join us as we worship CHRIST in Spirit and TRUTH!!
Hosted by Christ Discipleship Ministries
114 West Campbellton St. Fairburn, GA 30123
Concert starts @ 7pm FREE ADMISSION

Friday, June 26, 2009

We Remember the GREATEST of Our Time!! Micheal Jackson


Micheal Jackson 1958-2009 RIP


Hebrews 9:27 Just as man is destined to die once, and after that to face Judgment.We are all blessed with one life to live...Some of us are blessed to leave a great impression on many. In Micheal's case it was Millions, he touched the lives of many. He will forever be missed. as I am still in the mourning of my cousin Ashton J. Bridges I now realize that mourning goes on for a while. I pray much for his Mother, Father sisters and brothers as well as his children. Although Micheal's music will be with us forever we won't see him in this life again.


Ecclesiastes 8:8 There is no man that hath power over the spirit to retain the spirit; neither hath he power in the day of death: and there is no discharge in that war; neither shall wickedness deliver those that are given to it.


I pray that all those who were touched by MJ will be moved in such a way that the event of his death will draw them closer to our higher source of being..God, Jehovah, Elohim! Only God can heal the hearts of his family and fans. Only God can give them the Peace that their hearts will yearn for. Only the Holy spirit can comfort them at this time. I pray now like never before that the Holy spirit will move in the hearts of those who loved this man, Micheal Jackson...That they might be drawn unto God seeking growth and relationship...Therefore giving themselves an opportunity to reunite with MJ in spirit.


As a kid at family events I was always encouraged to do my Micheal Jackson routine... I mean I would do the moon walk and all that!! Although as I grew older I grew to like other artists MJ was where it all started for me. I am moved in spirit by his passing as I now reflect on how real this is. Another Great artist, human being, friend, brother, father, son, has passed on into the next realm of life... Let us remember the GOOD times...He truly Rocked our world!


I truly believe MJ's soul was tired and God saw fit to call him home...We never know the day nor the hour we shall leave this place so let us make the best of the time we have.


We Love you MJ 4-Life


Shalom and Blessings to the Jackson Family

**Let us not judge Micheal or his beliefs least we be judged by the same scrutiny!!**Pray for his family that this will draw them closer to the source of all being..YAHWEH!!God is known by many names and worshipped differently by many cultures but there is only ONE GOD!


Colossians 1:16 For by him all were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him for him......


Yes even Micheal Jackson!!


May the Lord add a blessing to the reading of these words and to whom all will read it!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Feeling Spiritually anemic?

As a spiritual person have you ever wondered why there are pockets of your life where you just feel drained and fatigue? I have found that even within our spiritual walks we can become anemic.

In our day to day walks of life we allow ourselves to be filled with the garbage of the world. Have you ever heard of the saying what you put in is what you get out? Well this holds true in the physical aspect as well as the spiritual. Watching constant television that encourages you to seek out material wealth and gain, the exploitation of women and sex, and the violence of action packed dramatizations. Too much of any of these things without postive balances can be detrimental to your very spiritual being.

The music we listen to, the clothes we wear, the friends we entertain, the substances we ingest, all these factors play their roles in the outcome of our being. This is considered in the physical and spiritual. How much time do you spend reading and digesting the word of God? How much time do you fellowship with sister and brethren of your like mind in the spiriual realm? How much time do you spend worshipping? All this may determine whether or not you shall become spiritually anemic.

Would you only eat junk food all the days of your life and never indulge in fruit, grains, poultry and vegetables. Things that will give energy and sources of proteins, vitamins, along with a wealth of great strength.

What then does the word of God say about such things? Jesus reminds us that our true sustenance comes from Jehovah...

Matthew 4:4
Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God."

Look deep within yourself and see if you have been depriving yourself of the nutrients that God has for you. If so you may want to take the time now to make things right. Restructure your diet and plan to get a greater source of health wealth in Jehovah than of this world.

Peace and Blessings

SHALOM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

What are we here for? Do you really Care?

Have you ever wondered about the reason of your existence?
I mean one day you were born and then you shall die.
What about the life in between? The experiences ...Love, joys, pains...
What purpose do we serve as a people being here on earth?

The bible says..

We have been created by God for His pleasure, not our own (Revelation 4:11)

What then you ask is our purpose? It is our destiny to seek and find the answers to this quest....

When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the stars, which thou hast ordained; What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him? For thou hast made him a little lower than the angels, and hast crowned him with glory and honour." (Psalm 8:3-5)

I am glad that I have the opportunity to be..exist in this place we call earth.. I deem it necessary to grasp the true meaning of mine own existence. Finding purpose in my Faith and in my Creator!!

What are you here for?? Do you really care??

Thursday, March 26, 2009

FREE..Eternal Life!!

Romans 6:22
But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves to God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life.

I often times wonder what the term FREE really means.. There always seems to be a catch or cost involved! I have learned though that FREE in the spiritual realm has a greater conotation. Although there is a very high and yet costly price in my salvation, I did not have to pay it. Yeshua (Jesus) Paid it All!! I now have the right to a freedom of eternal life... Free from the bonds of sin!

Titus 3:7
so that, having been justified by his grace, we might become heirs having the hope of eternal life.

The Ankh is the symbol of eternal life often spoken of as the key of life. Here lies a symbol that represents an everlasting life. A life where there is no pain, sorrow, worries or fears. I am grateful that I have found that true abounding life starts by living for Christ. I have learned the importance of living a Godly life and following in the ways of the Lord.

1John 2:24-25 See that what you have heard from the beginning remains in you. If it does, you also will remain in the Son and in the Father. And this is what he promised us—even eternal life.

There will be times when you feel this life is worthless, full of pain, with no hope!! Don't allow yourself to stay in that place of thought! Embrace God's love and all the plans he has for your life. Seek him in all his glory, then he will show you the mysteries of this earth that shall lead into your life of eternity. Don't be enslaved by the evils of this world. Give your soul unto God in words thoughts and deeds. He longs for you to hear his voice!! Surrender...Submit...by this I promise you will truly be blessed.

I am truly glad that I have recieved Love from the Most High God... I praise him and give him honor even now that I am able to share my testimony with you. He has changed me in so many ways. I am better now, wiser, and stronger. I am truly complete with Most High regining in my life. I will continue to profess the gospel of my Lord and savior that I may be a blessing unto others who are in need. Believe me, if God can change me from what I once was so that I am humble in spirit..surely he will do the same for you. He wants you to be FREE!! Let the SPIRIT of MOST HIGH free you!!

Be blessed

Sistah Kenya

Friday, February 27, 2009

Storms of LIfe


There are times in our lives when storms seem inevitable. Truth be told you are either in a storm, coming out of one, are about to go into one. That's the stories of our lives. God allows us to go through certain things sometimes for our own good.. Other times it is to benefit someone else, so that they might see how you maintain through it all. Quite often you will find that God may be working something out in you. You character, your strength, and patience levels may all need to be put under fire. Therefore God allows the trials to come.


I have found that it is best to praise my way through and be very diligent about seeking God. I ask him to show me what it is I am supposed to learn or gain from the storm. I listen for the word and I wait on the Holy Spirit to move!!


Job13:15 "Though they slay me, yet will I hope in him!"


It is up to us to grab hold of God during these times more than ever before...Don't allow the circumstance or the enemy to keep you from growth during your storms of life. I am thankful to be in the spiritual place I am now. I am learning more and more about my Creator every day. It would behoove you to do the same. Learn for yourself! Seek out the knowledge of God. He will add unto you all that you need, so that when these storms of life come forth you can STAND! It is important as believers that we KNOW our FAITH and LIVE it!

There are many mysteries in the mind of God and a portion of them is for us to adhere to and take hold of. We will never be able to contain all of God's knowledge but those things he deems to share with us, if we are faithful and seek him, he will share.

I have said all this to say in your storms of life do not forget that God is the All in All in the all which means nothing exist without Our Creator and nothing comes forth without Our Creator's permission! Everything you go through he has allowed...even though we have free will and free choice and sometimes are often culprits to our own demise...God still has the last say so. avenues can be made to turn things around in our favor. Have you ever heard that saying that God works everything to the good for those who love him. Well it is true.


Even in our storms of Life God will recalibrate us in the direction we should go, if only we would seek him! Do not be discouraged my brothas and sistahs. The Storms of life will come and go. You have the choice to submit your will to Our Creator and let him lead you through!!


Psalm 16:8 I have set the Lord always before me

1Thessalonians 5:16-18 Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.


**I started this blog with another thought in mind but this is what I was lead to write... So I pray that One will gain from this and move forward with encouragement knowing that Joy comes in the morning and Storms are seasonal!! Be blessed... Love you always





Sistah Kenya

Friday, February 13, 2009

Order My Steps ..Dear Lord

Every day the Lord gives me another chance to give honor unto him..
At times I don't always make the right decisions but he knows my heart
It is my desire to please my Heavenly Father
To become all which he has deemed me to be

Recently God has enlightened me with the beauties of his
Wisdom and existance ...I am feeling him like never before
All because I have opened up the door
The door to the endless possibilities of my creator...
Now all I must do is allow him to move in my life as he should

That is why I pray "Order my steps in your way dear Lord!"
For if I am to be like him I must allow him to lead me
And guide me everyday.....
For some will never open their hearts unto him
But for those who do, they are the chosen
For it is God's will that no man should perish....
but to begin to live a life totally honoring and worshipping HIM!

On today where are you in your spiritual journey?
Have you decided to open the door unto Our Creator?
Are you yet seeking all there is to know and gain in the spiritual realm while here on earth?
Or are you just living never tapping into all the possibilities of wisdom that could be gained?

Get Free Seek Thee.. Allow him to Order your steps..
For those who will get this ... please do become your own Theologian!!
We who chose God are all disciples and followers of the Most High
Intellectuals in our own right...
made in his image to reflect praise all our days

He is our strength and truly the SOURCE of our LIGHT!
He is... The All in the All in all
As stated in the old testament of the bible as I AM

Allow your steps to be ordered today..
It is not by chance that you would read this
It was Ordained and ordered by God...
Seek Him he has great plans for You!!

Be blessed

One Love, One God, One Faith

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Obama begins his reign-the Dream has begun

In the Holy Bible, in the gospel Habakkuk 1:5 it says "Look at the nations and watch and be utterly amazed. For I am going to do something that you would not believe even if you were told." The Lord spoke to one of his servants to let him know of the plans that were to come.

My Lord is a forever God, nonchanging, constant in all his ways. In the early years of Martin Luther King Jr. God gave him a vision and a dream. One that many deemed to destroy. They figured if they followed in the ways of their evil ancestors and kill the dreamer that the dream would be lost as well.

Genesis 37:19-20 "Here Comes the Dreamer!", they said to each other. "Come now let's kill him and throw him into the cisterns and say that a ferocious animal devoured him. Then we'll see what comes of his dreams."

In Martin's day his enemy deemed assasinating him would kill the dream, little did they know God had a greater plan. You see our Creator knows the future for he is already there as well as being in the present and the past. God knows the plans he has for us to prosper us and not harm us. It is his desire that his people would submit themselves unto him and become a faithful and worshipping nation unto him.

The Lord has chosen Barak Obama to be the continuation for Martin's dream! There are many who will play apart of this dream continuing to unfold. We must realize that this is not about US! It never was. It is about our Creator and savior Jesus Christ!! Let us do as we should in our part to assist this nation and the leader that Our creator has appointed. Let us appreciate the trials that have come before him, i.e. Bush... For if it were not for them we would not have hope for a better day.

Obama's campaign message was for Change and Hope. You cannot have either of these with out Faith. I can't think of a better entity to hav faith in other than having it in My Lord and Savior! Trust in the Lord and know that change has come and is still forth coming because he has allowed the dream to live on even in generations to come.

God Bless Barak Obama, his family, administration, this nation and the world as a whole!!
To God be the Glory...For his words are coming forth as pure gold!!

Peace & Blessings

Saturday, January 10, 2009

STILL STANDING!! God's Greater purpose for me!!

When I look back over my life and see how God has brought me ... My soul cries out with praise!! Let me just share with you, I pray you have a minute. I was born on September 6, 1978. Shortly after my delivery of coming into the world the Doctor declared that I had viral meningitis. They told my mother I may not live long. I stayed in the hospital for 3months.. Then I had to be seen once a month for 6 months and then I was under the doctor's care once a month for five years.

Also when I was three my house caught fire and I was in the same room the fire started. Then again at the age of eight a second fire ravished my family's home. Once again I was in the house.. this time alone! While enduring all these things from the ages of 5-11 I was sexually molested! By the time I became a teenager I was very promiscuous in sex acts and I had low self esteem allowing boys and men to have their way with me.

Of course good things happened throughout this time as well. I maintained an A average throughout all my school years. Winning Spelling Bees, Honor Roll, attending honor classes in high school and Graduating in the top twenty of my class. God blessed me with a beautiful daughter in 1998 and another in 2000. Not every one is able to have children therefore I truly look at my seed as blessings from on high!

Even through all my trials and tribulations God kept me! He has a greater purpose and plan for my life. He allowed me to endure so that my life would be a testimony for others to see the GREATNESS of God in my life, cause yet I stand! Even now I must proclaim that grace, mercy and most of all the LOVE of God is what has kept me over the years. I had always been in church as long as I can remember back to the age of four. At the age of 28 I decided to start really living my life for God by any means necessary!

I began to study the word of God, pray more, assemble at a great church (Shaw Temple AME) for worship and walk in the life God had called me to. He has always blessed me and kept me but I have found favor in his eyes since I have begun to live a more obedient life unto him. I have been blessed with great spiritual friends, leaders and a great man of God in my life as my siginificant other! I realize now more than ever that my life's tests, struggles, obstacles, etc. are all just building blocks for me to become the great woman of God that I am and are yet still growing into.

I am thankful..very thankful! If you look back over your life I am sure you will find you own building blocks that were set before you to make you the person you are today. Well there is more to come... For Jeremiah 29:11 says "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord"plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

God has already ordained your purpose in life it is up to you to choose it!
I am still standing for a purpose, and I choose to walk in the purpose God has for me... Be encouraged my sistahs and brothas and know that God is God! Walk in purpose..for this is the reason why God has allowed you to still stand!

Peace and Blessings